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        -In Love with Gravity-

I can’t find myself, I’m Lost in you.

Swallowing 6 billion faces that look nothing like you.

I walk by your house but you’re never there,

And I tell her everything

And she says…

 

I’m in love with gravity

I wouldn’t fall so hard without it.

And you’re a star, Colliding in perfect suture.

 

I never thought of it, the way that you do this time,

But I’m getting closer; you said it would be fine,

If you had an answering machine,

It would be full of my voice asking you to come back,

I can only talk to her,

And she says….

 

I’m in love with gravity

I wouldn’t fall so hard without it.

And you’re a star, Colliding in perfect suture.

 

I’m the fool that’s lost without a trace,

I’m the kid that memorized your face,

I’m the one that’s just a fucking toy,

And I remain a jealous boy.

 

(I can’t find myself; I’m lost inside you,

And all I see is what I want to be, I can’t find myself

Someone fucking help me)

 

I’m in love with gravity

I wouldn’t fall so hard without it.

And you’re a star, Colliding in perfect suture.

 

I’m the fool that’s lost without a trace,

I’m the kid that memorized your face,

I’m the one that’s just a fucking toy,

And I remain a jealous boy.

 

 

 

        -Disinfected-

I used to love the permanence of Ink,
when I wrote my stupid little love songs.

But like you i've grown to love erasing things.

Its not that the words mean any less,

I still feel like they’ve become apart of me.

It’s just nice to have the choice to take them back.

 

Chad and Raine: I know just what you mean to say,

Taking back has always been my forte,

And this song and dance I know to well.

 

Raine: that’s why i’m jumping up for air,

And this time i’m never going back down,

Saying goodnight,

Waving goodbye to the lump in my throat.


I used to wait for hours by the phone,

Hoping maybe you'll feel the need to call me,

But all night I never seemed to cross your mind,

Its not like I have anything to say,

I just wanted to hear the sound of your voice,

You know me I've always been the sappy type.


Chad and Raine: I know just what you mean to say,

Taking back has always been my forte,

And this song and dance I know to well

Raine: that’s why i’m jumping up for air,

And this time i’m never going back down,

Saying goodnight,

Waving goodbye to the lump in my throat
Don’t look so disappointed you know it won’t be long,

Before you find another boy, to mind fuck.

Its over and Disinfected, this is a new beginning,

Of a life you'll never touch again..

 

Chad: I know just what you mean to say,

Taking back has always been my forte,

And this song and dance I know to well.

 

Chad and Raine: I know just what you mean to say,

Taking back has always been my forte,

And this song and dance I know to well

 

Raine: that’s why i'm jumping up for air,

And this time i’m never going back down,

saying goodnight,

Waving goodbye to the lump in my throat.

 

 

 

 

     -Weightlessness-

If there is a hell, there must be a heaven,

And i’m trying to find it, in you.

If I’m quiet enough I can hear the sound of the swelling blue.

I didn’t know it could feel anything like this,

The weight of gravity, the pressure on my chest is something I won’t miss…

 

 And as I float there weightless, I’m free.

Is it a promise that I am sinking in deep

(god I am weightless)

(so much for gravity)

I’m here and nothings clouding me,

It’s comforting to know that I can’t breathe,

Will my body wash ashore, or be taking away by the oceans roar.

God I am weightless…

 

   -Thursdays are Past-

When I woke up in this Haze I felt you all around me,

and all the promises we made crawled in these sheets like nightmares,

where you gave me you're hand, but I don't want it take it back,

will you blame me for this? all lack me so like me too.

 

Who am I to feel emotion, who am I to make mistakes?

Why do I ask for forgiveness? How the fuck am I to blame?

 

I know that I am lost but frankly i think you are too.

So now that our Thursdays are past, well... its been so nice to know you.

 

The prettiest thing in life are when things just, seem to work out,

I believed you could fix me but all along I had my doubts.

Yeah maybe im a pessimist, but I dont want it take it back,

or maybe i just cant resist, all lack me so like me too.

 

Who am I to feel emotion, who am I to make mistakes?

Why do I ask for forgiveness? How the fuck am I to blame?

 

I know that I am lost but frankly i think you are too.

So now that our thursdays are past, well... its been so nice to know you.

 

What do you want me to say to you? I don't know what you want me to do,

I couldin't get this far alone, I leave endless messages on your phone,

Who am I to feel emotion, who am I to make mistakes?

Why do I ask for forgiveness? How the fuck am I to blame?

How the fuck am I to blame?

I know that I am lost but frankly I think you are too.

So now that our thursdays are past, well... its been so nice to know you.

Its been so nice to know you.....

Its been so nice to know you.....

 

Its been so nice to know you........

 

    -Todeskampf (Dreaming)-

 

I Can't Find Myself
I've been lost for two days
You are the only one
That will ever find me.


I'm flipping though
Pages of memories
I will be someone new
Just like I always do
I am going away
Just like I always do
You're going to stay
And I’m Back here loving you.


Do I dream without you?
Or is there something I'm missing
I need you here with me
You seem to have all the Answers.

Now that you've gone away
It’s hard to find reasons to stay
I expect to talk to you
Even to this day.

I was slipping through
The cracks of humanity
To think someone knew
What this was coming to
The Skies are turning blue
Just like they always do
But it’s hard to live here
In this fucking world without you.

Do I dream without you?
Or is there something I’m missing
I need you here with me
You seem to have all the Answers.

Now that you’re gone how does the world
Look as a pinprick of light?
Away is a distant word to speak
But with the stars piling up
I can climb down back to you.

I'm flipping though
Pages of memories
I will be someone new
Just like I always do
I am going away
Just like I always do
You're going to stay
I hate this fucking world without you.

I’m Slipping through.
I’m slipping for you. 

 

 

   -Butane Girl-

Baby's lipstick on me,
Burning the brightest for me,
Caught in a nicotine toxic swirl,
Yeah, she's by Butane Girl.
She's running by program to break me down.
Blow a fuse hand down the crown.
Flammable swirl I'll give you a twirl, she my butane girl.
Babies hot enough to burn,
Away all the troubles we have today,
Forget about it, I dont know what to say.
She wants more,
she wants me,
she can't take,
this from me,
she cant break,
whats fake,
toxic swirl.
she's my, butane girl.
She's running by program to break me down.
Blow a fuse hand down the crown.
Flammable swirl I'll give you a twirl, she my butane girl.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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